Chapter 1: It Doesn't Even Matter

For the people who care and the ones who don’t its over
THAT’S RIGHT I SAID IT!

Everything I’ve worked for is a lie
The ones that matter just falter and die
If I’m discouraged its because of you
Because what you say, what you believe isn’t true

Flows of pictures glide upon open nights
Killing dreams, falling with hordes of colored sights
Its done! It’s over! I say it is because I know society
I believe love exists in a world of yes but not the perfect road seen clearly

If only I could be sure of the life I lead
If only passion was respected neither want rather need
Cuz deep inside myself I see amazing things, I fell
But I fell with a strong tumble but really no one can tell

I’m cute, I say to myself everyday
It’s the surprise of the words which hit me steadfastly
Taking my life comes from the pain the protrudes through my fakeness
I saw it, you see it too, you see it spread on my kiss

I don’t think I just do
I only believe what I feel is worthy of being new
Kind of like my faith wrapped with strangled voices
Who really knows who I am, I want so much, it doesn’t make a difference in my choices

It’s passive to speak so weakly when the world sees this
The world sees this, it’s a goodbye, yeah that’s right, my life isn’t the fulfilled bliss

It’s you who suffer, you who judge not me
You look like you do and still don’t feel, you swear on your worn knee
You can’t know deeds, you don’t fathom the lies of real

I really don't care if no one sees this, its not like I meant something to any of you

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